i havent posted an entry in 38 weeks.holy shit. it makes it seem like i have a life, but i dont.i feel like shit all the time and i never leave my house. my friends are always out and most only call me when they need something form me.not that i have anything. my life is so bleek. every summer i get my hopes up on how awesome it will be and it always turns to shit. im sick of everything turning to shit,.

im done with self-rightous people who
don't knowwhat it means to be a friend.
peaceee out suckaz.

so school starts tmrw. i'm kind of excited. but i know it will get old after a week.
i'm looking for another job so i can start saving up to get a car or something but my mom
thinks that having a license is just a backup. she says i should ride the bus and get rides from other
people cause we can't affodr to pay for insurance for me, pffft.  bulllllll shittttt. i want to drive lol.
i'mm also starting wieght watchers.lol. yeahhh i'm still not sure how i feel about it but i need t at least try it.
plus grams is paying so i guess i have to go if it'[s practically free for me.

i dont know.i dont have important things to write about.but i guess thats good.

" hello girlsss! what movie are ya watchin?"

"is it rated x?"


<33mrs reeedddd<3333

latley i have been relizing how many people i just left behind.
i mean for alot of them it was a good thing.leaving them behind meant leaving temptaions of drugs behind.it sounds gay but its true,i really feel like it was a good thing i stopped hanging out with cetain people. but like rachels been up matts ass lately so i decided not to sit at home and be miserable everytime we couldnt hangout.SO i hung out with mary a bunchhhh. it was funn, were total, complete rebels.lol. she cant drive after nine so when her dad went to pick up good ol' ellen we took joes car and went to walmart. we ran in and got like 20 candy items in literally 30 seconds then had to stand in liek for 5 mins cause they had one slow lady working and some black man wanted whoppers.lololwe got back with liek 10 minutes to spare. it was funn. so pretty much i just relized everyone is right and that i cant just have one friend. So i comprimised and got one more.lol,its all good.

I was talking to melissa and shes like how do you ge everywhere and i was like ohh all my friends drive..then i stoped and thought about and i was like ohh shit all fucking 2 of my friends drive llolol.chels had a good lol at that one.

YOU'RE SO FUCKING DRAMATIC.
lolololololololololololololololololol.
ilovechelsealaurasturm

I'm so happy.happier than i've been in a while.
i have great friends&im learning how to deal with my dad.

and im going to fucking RATDOG<3

I HATE MY UTERUS.
fucking killl me.

rest in peace.
smelly 2 inch thick cast.
i WILL NOT fucking miss you.

well im pissed.Dame thinks he's cool and he's moving out.not even like with a friend or by himself.with JESSE AND MICHELLE.
see this matters because i will never be able to go see him.its like my house is gonna be weird now cause on random nights,
he wont be up watching weird tv shows.and he wont be playing his dumb guitar anymore.
GAYGAYAGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAY.

what the fuckk.

mary reed call me cause we are hanging out this weekend.

serioulsly.
im really over this cast.
it smells like a kicked a hooker in the vaggg.